Tone: [Gbm]
Verse 1:
[Gbm]i was just a kid but i learned much too fast
[A]found the internet way too young, a scar that would last
[D]And you know I hate thinking someone else did this to me
[Bm]But I had all the resources because of your enabling
[Gbm]And sometimes i wonder if i didn’t hurt so bad
[A]Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad
[D]if I went back in time to see six year old me
[Db]Id say this xxxx does not
get better, this is who you’re meant to be and
Chorus:
[A]i'm a monster so you say and
[Db]i do this on purpose anyway
[Gbm]i need to feel this pain so i can
[D]try to crawl away when you say my name
[A]Hold me down and scream at me
[Db]You said, this is where I deserve to be
[Gbm]So keep pretending you love me
And I’ll beli[D]believe you although you never show it to m[A]me
Verse 2:
[Gbm]“Wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
[A]Don’t call me an old soul when i’m just unhappy
[D]You treated me like an adult when i was still so young
[Bm]You ask what you did wrong but you xxxxing knew it all along
[Gbm]i know that Ii was difficult or that’s how you felt
[A]but i was told that i was selfish when i needed xxxxing help
[D]i remember when i lied to you i ran away and hid
[Bm]but you didn’t have to hurt me I was just a little kid
[Db]i was just a little kid
and now i'm s[Db]still a little kid
Chorus:
[A]I'm a monster so you say
[Db]and I do this on purpose anyway
[Gbm]I need to feel this pain so I can
[D]try to crawl away when you say my name
[A]Hold me down and scream at me
[Db]You said this is where I deserve to be
[Gbm]So keep pretending you love me
[D]I’ll believe you, I’ll believe you
Outro:
[A]I'm a monster so you say
[Db7]and I do this on purpose[Db7]purpose anyway
[Gbm]I need to feel this pain so I can
[D]try to crawl away when you say my name
[A]Hold me down and scream at me
[Db]You said this is where I deserve to be
[Gbm]So keep pretending you love me
I’ll beli[D]believe you but you’ll never show it to me [A]
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