Intro:
[Cm] [Ab] [Eb] [Bb]
Verse:
[Cm]Open blinds, but I can't find my way around
I [Ab]owe it to myself, I got a lot to figure out
Got a [Eb]knot in my belly, are you sure it's supposed to help me?
It's been [Bb]long enough to feel it, can you feel it?
Chorus:
Aren't I supposed to feel it [Cm]now?
[Cm] Tell me what you're thinking
I don't wanna have to [Ab]shout
Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my [Eb]mouth
Got two hands around my [Eb]heart
I don't wanna see my[Bb]myself burning
Bridges when I'm down -Hold up, watch my xxxx-
Verse: Continued:
I'm [Cm]falling
Wondering how to spend my million hours while you're [Ab]calling
Throwback to my [Ab]bedroom with no colors
My a[Eb]apartment; got no AC in my room
Shoutout Verlaine and Rim[Bb]Rimbaud
You know [Bb]what he's gonna do
Chorus:
Aren't I supposed to feel it [Cm]now?
[Cm] Tell me what you're thinking
I don't wanna have to [Ab]shout
Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my [Eb]mouth
Got two hands around my [Eb]heart
I don't wanna see my[Bb]myself burning Bridges
when I'm down -Hold up, watch my xxxx-
Pre-Chorus:
I'm [Cm]falling through the corridors
Used to the [Cm]broken flooring
"[Ab]"Sorry", I'm not sorry for
[Ab]What? I excuse myself from pouring
[Eb]Lies straight out my chest, my
mess, hardly could even tell a story
[Bb]Lose me at my best
My next pro[Bb]project might be the one that shoots me -Up, up, up, up-
Chorus:
[Ab] Then the [Eb]stars in the sky light my [Bb]bedroom
Flashing [Cm]words on the walls and my [Ab]head too
I'm a[Eb]alive but I can't live with[Bb]without you
Can't live with[Bb]without you
[Ab] And the [Eb]thoughts in my head run in [Bb]circles
And the [Cm]sheets on my bed turn to [Ab]purple
I'm a[Eb]alone but I know that I [Bb]won't
do nothing to hold you back -Back-
Post-Chorus:
-[Ab]-Oh, oh, [Eb]oh, oh[Bb]oh- Nothing to [Cm]hold you back -Back-
-[Ab]-Oh, oh, [Eb]oh, oh[Bb]oh- Nothing to hold you back -Back-
Skit:
[Ab] Berlin!
[Eb] We got so much [Bb]better [Cm]
So from the [Ab]bottom of my heart
[Eb]Thank you guys so much for [Bb]coming
out tonight! Seriously, thank you!:
Outro:
-I-I-I-I- [Ab]I just wanna go to sleep, [Eb]but I don't know how to keep
[Bb]Separated from my thoughts, [Cm]it's become a part of me
If [Ab]I'm alive at 24, my [Eb]life is a dichotomy
I [Bb]don't know what I wanna be, nobody better bother me
I'm [Ab]sleep deprived and suicidal
[Eb]Thinking 'bout a lot of things
I [Bb]know it's in my mind but
Sometimes [Cm]it's just kinda hard to see
No[Ab]Nobody really gives a xxxx, it t[Eb]took a bit of time for me
To[Bb]To realize I don't wanna be
I [Bb]really didn't wanna be
