Verse 1:
Tonight the [Bbm]monsters in my head
Are screaming [Ab]so damn l[Gb]loud
But I built [Bbm]walls so high
So they [Db]never even make a [Gb]sound
Pre-Chorus 1:
It's a [Bbm]mask, it's a lie
It's the [Ab]only home I've ever [Gb]known
Cause being [Ebm]who I really am
Has only [Gb]left me more alone
Chorus:
[Bbm]I am [Gb]not o[Db]okay
And I [Gb]need you to [Db]see it
[Bbm]I have so [Gb]much to [Db]say
And [Gb]no one to [Db]hear it
[Ebm]The reason I keep [Fm]quiet
With so much at s[Gb]stake
[Ebm]I always feel like a [Fm]burden
Let it silence [Gb]me
[Ebm]You'll never unders[Fm]understand
Why its so hard to [Gb]say
I'm not o[Bbm]okay
Verse 2:
I wish I had a [Bbm]scar,
had a bruise on the [Ab]surface
Any kind of [Gb]proof
That every[Bbm]everything I feel is more
than [Db]just some sad [Gb]excuse
My life's in[Bbm]invisible abuse
I'm either [Ab]judged or have to [Fm]hide
The only s[Ebm]symptom you can see
Is I don't [Gb]wanna be alive
Chorus:
[Bbm]I am [Gb]not [Db]okay
And I [Gb]need you to [Db]see it
[Bbm]I have so [Gb]much to [Db]say
And [Gb]no one to [Db]hear it
[Ebm]The reason I keep [Fm]quiet
With so much at s[Gb]stake
[Ebm]I always feel like a [Fm]burden
Let it silence [Gb]me
[D#m]You'll never unders[Fm]understand
Why its so hard to [Gb]say
Pre-Chorus 2:
I'll never [Ab]have the words
I [Bbm]can't explain this [Gb]hell
But what if it [Ab]kills me
If I [Bbm]keep it to m[Db]myself
To m[Gb]myself
Chorus:
[Bbm]I am [Gb]not [Db]okay
And I [Gb]need you to [Db]see it
[Bbm]I have so [Gb]much to [Db]say
And [Gb]no one to [Db]hear it [Ebm]
I'm not o[Db]okay
I'm not o[Gb]okay
I'm never [Db]safe
It's not a [Ebm]phase
If I [Bbm]finally [Db]break
Would you still [Gb]stay
Outro:
Tonight the [Bbm]monsters in my head
Are screaming [Db]so damn [Gb]loud
