Tone: [Db]
Verse:
[Db]I've been feeling suicidal and if I need remind you
It's not becoming of my [Gb]heart and my brain
I was [Ab]thinking about how great it would be
If I could make the [Gb]tightness in my chest go away
Verse:
It's been a [Db]while since I've seen God and I'm not trying to lead him [Ab]on [Gb]
But he's always trying to [Ab]xxxx me to the tune of my favorite [Gb]song
Chorus:
[Gb]And they're playing the 5[Ab]59th sound in heaven
While the angels were [Gb]drinking up whiskey and cokes
It's [Ab]hard to freeze your anxieties
When your[Gb]your best friends torching your coat, [Db]your coat
Instrumental -x2-:
[Db] [Ab] [Gb] [Db] [Gb] [Ab] [Gb] [Bbm]
Verse:
[Db]Drop that phone, drink a glass of water
[Db]And call me when you get in your bed
I've [Ab]seen inside your head and I'm doing
The [Db]surgery on the parts that still wish you were dead
Bridge 1:
[Db]'Cause I've lost too many [Bbm]friends so I'll say it [Ab]again
And again and again and again and [Db]again and again and again and again
Bridge 2:
[Ab]I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm [Gb]trying to say it's fine
I've [Ab]still got your demons and [Db]they're not gonna be leaving any [Gb]time
[Gb]Any time [Db]soon
[Gb]Any time [Db]soon
[Gb]Any time [Db]soon
[Gb]Any time [Db]soon [A] [Bbm] [Ab]
[Ab]I'm not trying to say it's easy but [Eb]I'm trying to say it's fine [Gb] [Db] [A]
Outro:
[Fm]Since I was thirteen I've dealt with manic depression and I had a difficult time
[Fm]comprehending the things [Eb]that I wanted to be and I lived
[Eb]a very happy life and I was turning eighteen and I was doing
[Eb]everything I could to [Fm]try to make myself feel better but I felt an absence,
[Fm]I felt like I needed to die, I felt like nothing existed and [Gb]I felt that I wasn't
[Gb]worthwhile to be breathing the same air as the ones I loved and my family, and then it
[Gb]came to the [Bbm]point where I started losing friends who had the same xxxxing ideas as
[Bbm]myself but I have to be strong and I have to [A]live my life as a continuation of theirs
[A]lost and I have to do everything in my [Eb]xxxxing power to be the person that I can be
[Eb]and live my life the best way I xxxxing can and some days it's
[Gb]so hard to xxxxing stand and xxxxing stand and xxxxing stand and [Db]xxxxing stand [Ab]